i don’t know what is going through my mind most of the time. for example now, i don’t want 2 jobs anymore, i just want one, and i want the one that pays and that gives me weekends off. why do i keep going back and forth? am i fucking nuts? i’m pretty sure i’m fucking nuts.
Aug
18
two jobs makes me so very very tired… soooo tired. i’m not sure i’ll do this much longer. i’d really like just one. and i miss you, but i tell you that all the time. :)
i don’t really wish for money or anything specific, i just want peace and quiet and happiness and time for life outside of work. i wanna plant some bulbs this fall. i wanna clean out the basement before winter and i want cuddle time every single day… never enough time.
Aug
12
i’m pretty sure that friggin pony thing is finally gone. it hasn’t been out since the fence was torn down that day. i’m kinda pissed now, because i never got a picture of the freakish thing. and in a sick way, i kinda miss it’s creepy stuffed face hovering over the grass. i hope it doesn’t start haunting me tho, because that will really make me uncomfortable.