eclipsed by me

it’s hot outside. thank goodness for air conditioning, altho i miss the open windows. but open windows mean heat so i’m good. i love sunshine.

i’m groggy and can’t get out of my own way. but i wanna be doing something productive. so far i did the dishes and put away some laundry. i should do more…

i start my part time schedule this week. i hope the extra rest lets me stay healthy for the rest of this pregnancy. i can’t handle anymore kidney pain or throwing up. i wonder how some women can love being pregnant. it’s been so hard for me.

kitty has been meowing like crazy all weekend. i think he’s got alzheimers or something. i need to google that to see if cats can get it. atlas has been on an adventure. i’ve only seen him hunting in the woods randomly this weekend. he must not want to sleep on my furniture right now.

i’m boring. i’m not sure why i keep this thing. i should start posting pictures or something entertaining. oh i know! maybe i’ll make stuff and sell it here. that would be awesome.

i love my sirius satellite radio.

*yawn*

i can’t believe i’m just over halfway there. pregnancy hasn’t been anything like i expected. i’ve had 3 hospital stays! 2 for not being able to stop throwing up for days, and one for what they thought was a kidney stone but ended up being some kind of kidney infection thing. all the things pregnancy can bring on or increase the chances of are kinda scary. my friend has pregnancy induced carpel tunnel. it’s crazy. but in the end it’ll be worth it. we’ve found out that it’s a girl. i’ve been able to feel her move around and kick for about 2 weeks now, which is really amazing, and kinda creepy at the same time. we haven’t started the nursery at all, and i’m kinda in a panic about it, even tho i know i don’t need to be. we’ll start it soon. i’ve picked out a cute little pattern i wanna go with from target and we’ve picked out the furniture. it’ll come together.

i want to knit something really cool for the little bean, but i’m not good enough yet i don’t think. i’m going to start a blanket i think. since it’s square, i’m pretty sure i can handle it. :D i’d like to do some hats and booties and things, but that’s way too advanced for me still. i’ll get it eventually.