eclipsed by me

i have a crush on this man. *swoons*

whatsoever i’ve feared has
come to life
whatsoever i’ve fought off
became my life
just when everyday
seemed to greet
me with a smile
sunspots have faded
and now i’m doing time
cause i fell on
black days

whomsoever i’ve cured
i’ve sickened now
whomsoever i’ve cradled
i’ve put you down
i’m a search light soul
they say but i can’t
see it in the night
i’m only faking
when i get it right
cause i fell on
black days
how would i know
that this could be my fate

so what you wanted to
see good has made you blind
and what you wanted to
be yours has made it
mine
so don’t you lock up
something that you
wanted to see fly
hands are for shaking
no not tying

i sure don’t
mind a change
but i fell on black
days
how would i know
that this could be
my fate

..chris cornell..

i had a great weekend spending time with my friends and family. on saturday we had a lot of our friends over for a cookout. we don’t normally have parties, so it was fun and i think most everyone had a good time. on sunday we hung out. we took ella to the state park after dinner and she loved it. she’s so fun to watch. today we went for a nice long ride and out to lunch. i love relaxing weekends. we need more of them!