eclipsed by me

hold on tight and don’t let go
i won’t ever let you fall
i love the night
flying o’er these city lights
but i love you most of all
..thrice..

[10:31] fred: olivia
[10:31] me: fred.
[10:31] fred: what’s with all the emo kid poetry on your blog?
[10:31] me: i’m going nuts
[10:31] me: and it’s all that comes out
[10:31] me: :(
[10:31] fred: Is this the kind of nuts that going to six flags will fix?
[10:31] me: probably
[10:32] me: when are we going?
[10:32] fred: Whenever
[10:32] fred: Just don’t ask jay or dan for timelines
[10:32] me: ok

i long for the days
of sunshine
and spotted minds
and time standing
still in our eyes
for some time now
i’ve felt
your fingers on
my cheeks
filling me
with warmth
blending our souls
like the tides
that blend the earth
so i long
for that day in time
when i shine
in your eyes
and you shine
in mine

sometimes i simply suck at writing, but feel moved by music. music is the biggest turn on to me, in many ways. and so on the days i can’t write, i can at least share something with you that moves me, and hopefully in turn, moves you.

Joseph walked on and on
The sunset went down and down
Coldness cooled their desire
And Dawn said, ‘Let’s build a fire’
The sun dressed the trees in green
And Joe said, ‘I feel like a King’
And Dawn’s neck and her feet were bare
Sweetness in her golden hair
Said, ‘I’m not scared’
Turned to her and smiled
Secrets in his eyes
Sweetness of desire
Is this desire
Enough enough
To lift us higher
To lift above?
Hour-long, by hour, may we two stand
When we’re dead, between these lands
The sun set behind his eyes
And Joe said, ‘Is this desire?’
Is this desire
Enough enough
To lift us higher
To lift above?
Is this desire
Enough enough
Enough inside
Is this desire
…pj harvey…

i’m so busy. my boss is out this week, unexpectedly. i’m doing her job and my own, but of course at my shitty hourly rate. but i’m gonna make the best of this. i intend on having a great week, accomplishing a lot, and being happy. remind me of that when my head starts hurting from stress.