i don’t feel so good
for the past 2 weeks i’ve woken up exhausted. and i’ve slept. but i’ve been so busy in my dreams, i haven’t been able to rest while i sleep. i’ve dreamt about work, about friends, about death, about feeling left out, about being in control, being out of control, being lost, being the first in line, floating in the ocean, watching the today show from my front yard, electrocution… you name it and i’ve pretty much had a dream around it these past few weeks.
stress is wearing me out. i’m pretty sure that’s it. the nasty cold i’ve got isn’t helping. and running around between work and holiday stuff… bah…
i’ve got big hopes for next year. big new plans and things that i want to finally achieve. i need to start off the year with energy, not feeling like i got hit by a train. i hope i can finally get some sleep this weekend…