eclipsedbyme

i want one! …so very badly…

i have no interest in this day job shit that i have. well, wait, i have interest in the monday through friday schedule and the salary, but what does that get me? pure unhappiness on a daily basis. then the other job, fun, cool people, i can be myself… but random schedule, less money, but [...]

i saw a hawk this morning. what a lovely way to live, flying through the crisp autumn morning, sunshine, hunger… i looked directly at the sun to see it then closed my eyes. i didn’t mind that i was driving. it was actually comforting. thinking of the way my car would roll slightly to the [...]

i said that name and skipped a heartbeat i said it with a second chance and a forgetful smile i said it with the faint glimmer of suicide i tasted my wreckage in our conversations deep under the faint hums of far gone engines with all signal flares blazing we lay somewhere inbetween the smear [...]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!@!312!!1111! :P i’m all done. no more of this, i’m going insane. and jesus i’m tired. and i miss you soooooooooo much. so fucking bad. it sucks. i hate it.

i want a pinup calendar. wait, i’ll take the whole girl…

there are words on the tip of my tongue. words fumbling around in my brain. pieces of a wonderful chaos that just won’t come together. we are almost there.

i don’t know what is going through my mind most of the time. for example now, i don’t want 2 jobs anymore, i just want one, and i want the one that pays and that gives me weekends off. why do i keep going back and forth? am i fucking nuts? i’m pretty sure i’m [...]

kiah mae – aug 23rd 1:09am – 8lbs, 1oz, 22″ – and a perfect niece :)