eclipsedbyme

stupid ankles. :(

times like these make me feel tired i’m almost old, almost young left with no where to turn, with you in my eyes i know that you’ve been there yet you offer no comfort and i have no plans which leaves me lying on my back again waiting for the burn to take me over [...]

your voice is so soothing… convoluted words dripping from your lips and I live for this moment to not understand, yet to be understood these songs were written for you I hear you strumming the soundtrack to our conversation and I’d love to hear you sing, will you be my melody? do you think like [...]

Fingers and toes lined the glass table, like a sick gallery of prized posessions. I wandered around, choosing the few I liked best, moving them to reveal the eyes underneath. “Future parts,” I giggled and moved on. The fingers were my favorite, and the toes were next. The eyes that were underneath always made me [...]

Lately when I attempt to type going I end up typing gong. It’s lame.

Numbers go through my head constantly. They don’t mean a thing tho. I’m not a math person. I’m not doing math in my head. I’m just thinking numbers. Because I like the way they sound. The way six and seven slither off the tongue. Eleven. Turning 46 into into 64 into 6 + 4 into [...]

On the way to work, in a busy area, I noticed a critter coming up at the side of the road. As I got closer I noticed it was a baby fox. It was unable to run off, though it was trying desperately. Now I don’t know what happened or how long the fox was [...]

This is the third time now. Of course it’s not clear. I’m not sure why it’s happening, the same feelings, the same thoughts, slightly different surroundings. Always a dead body. This time in the bath. Last time on the bed. Always looking for something. No idea what it could be. Too many other people that [...]

They bother me. I don’t like anyone today. I don’t like people who think that driving 50 mph in the snow is okay. I don’t like people who are self involved, and I don’t like people who don’t care about others. This world is a sad place. Try and remember that we are all human.