rainy afternoon
times like these make me feel tired
i’m almost old, almost young
left with no where to turn, with you in my eyes
i know that you’ve been there
yet you offer no comfort and i have no plans
which leaves me lying on my back again
waiting for the burn to take me over
leaving me in ash, turning you to ash
leading me closer to that nothingness
and i don’t wanna go there, i’m too tired