ugh
so i like my new job, actually quite a bit. and i still hate, actually hate more than ever, my full time job. so now i need the part time to go full time so i can get the fuck out of this hell before i kill someone. getting out from under this job will be the best thing in my life. i forgot what it feels like to enjoy work. i don’t wanna spend the rest of my life like that. it’s pointless. i have too many happy things going on to let this overshadow them. i need to get out. need to get out…